Welcome to my personal space for sharing what I am learning from my energetic teachers. In this series of Morning Sessions, the audio includes the learning experience with extended dialogue. The abbreviated transcript has been edited for easier reading. Since there were so many names sprinkled through this sharing, I have not excluded the audio.
NOTE: At the start of this morning's session, I'm focused on my to-do list and current events and find it hard to settle; my mind is all over the place. As my intention forms, Mark interjects that he wants to gain clarification about our shared mission that has evolved over a span of 20-plus years. What ensues is a dialogue between the two of us. The diversions, twists, and turns in this conversation have been deleted to keep the focus on the question, “What is a Global Light Center?”
CAROL: [My intention this morning]: The energy that we've been sensing—the last three days, after returning from a trip to visit family, I have been exhausted, in a different kind of way, and I wasn't sure whether it was being back here in the woods compared to where I was, which was very sunny. The other [intention] is to better understand the planetary system. The Guides have talked a lot about the rotational spin of the Earth and the open stargates and portals. They have not really focused on the different planets in our solar system.
CAROL: They don't speak in terms of astrological language, like many of the astrologers.
MARK: I always get the sense that they're much more intergalactic—that they're much broader and more far-ranging. They see a much bigger picture than our little insulated solar system. There was something you said two days ago about Light Centers being mobile and not as brick-and-mortar as we'd always thought. I wouldn't mind having some clarification on that, because it goes back to the question: Is a Light Center a place, or is it a person?
CAROL: It's both. Where you find yourself living, where you're attracted to, whether it be temporary or seemingly on a longer-term basis—how comfortable are you? You know, we have this sense of landing in a place because our families have come from a particular place. We want to be around certain people. Our work takes us to a specific place. We have a particular desire to be grounded. So it's circumstantial, but in essence, it's an energetic alignment, which then translates into a consciousness alignment—being inspired and motivated by the people or the consciousness pool around us, or not.
When we speak about moving to a different region or location, even in our immediate area, the first thing we say is, "Oh, but we don't want to move because of our friends." That's a consciousness pool. Sort of like the feeling of, "Don't pull me out of this consciousness pool because I like it. It's comfortable. It's a feel-good."
MARK: When we first met, I was taking you to all the cabins along the four-state area, and every place we went, you said, "Oh, you've lived here before, you were a renegade." Or then, even in this area back here that we like so much in Madison County, you were saying, "Oh, I remember riding horseback in these hills."
CAROL: Definitely. I had a powerful visceral feeling and a visual of riding a horse sidesaddle, then as soon as I got out of the sight of the people from the big house or wherever I lived, I straddled the horse. I could actually ride and be free on my horse. That was such a clear memory.
MARK: So both of us have had that feeling of "home" in this larger area. I've always left Fredericksburg to go up into the mountains. I've hiked, for the last 40 years, these mountains in the four-state area. That feels like home.
CAROL: Yet, I grew up on the West Coast, and every time I go to California and I'm on the coast, that feels so energizing. Astrologically, all my main lifelines go right through that San Francisco Bay area.
MARK: Don Juan [Castinata] had always said that if you feel energized by an area, that's not a good place to live. You need to feel calm and peaceful in an area for it to be a good place for your home to be. If you're energized, that's a good place to vacation, but you don't want to be a bright light bulb all the time. You need to be able to chill out.
CAROL: Well, every time I have inquired about where we are to live, it's this area for communication.
MARK: So it depends on how important communication is, I guess, to both of us.
CAROL: That is our main contribution: sharing what we're learning. Living in other places, is sort of like this partnership, if you will. The configuration drastically changes if we move away from this area, which is another interesting concept. Are you drawn to the area to meet your person, to fulfill your life path? Or are you to individually connect to your higher purpose to discover and start to fulfill your calling? Then you magnetize the people who support what you're here to do?
It's not an either-or choice. It's everything and all the various moving parts coming together.
MARK: Whatever works, you know? You know, when you were talking about moving to New Mexico, that felt good about ten years ago.
CAROL: Yes. Something has shifted there.
MARK: Well, yes. Majorly shifted. I don't feel drawn to that at all. But I felt that sense of home in Montana, where, when I was sitting out in the garden, the energy of the earth came up and just enveloped me. Embraced me. And I was in bliss. I never felt like that. Now I know what the beloved earth feels like, just cradling her beloved. I thought I'd never felt that way, but I've felt that way since, like, here. I actually feel that way here with these trees that they—there's an arrangement here, but that's only been in the last couple of years. The energy has shifted all over the world, too.
CAROL: That's very interesting because we're talking about a Global Light Center. What is it? Globally focused.
MARK: Kind of what my question was, but is it mobile? Is it people? Is it land? We've been playing with this for 20, almost 25 years, and still haven't gotten to the bottom of what it is, you know.
CAROL: Why can't it all be? Why does it have to be blue or white? Why can the sky not be both blue and white?
MARK: Well, we're about to go visit P. And my question is, she obviously has a very personal desire to have a Light Center on her property. And the Guides have been very specific about where these Light Centers are.
CAROL: North Carolina is a region. Is that what you're speaking of?
MARK: I don't think it's all of North Carolina. I think it's very, very localized areas.
CAROL: How do you know that?
MARK: Because of what you said when we were overlooking that bowl [of land] right below Heavenly Mountain. That was a choice spot to begin the process of growing Light in the North Carolina region. When they're that specific, and they said that a couple of times, then you start paying attention.
CAROL: That was a place to start. I get very clearly that when we dropped into the Shiva temple, Heavenly Mountain, and where Sri Sri was saying, "Whenever you get into trouble, focus on me, focus on the joy." He wasn't speaking about himself as a person. He was talking about the energy signature of that bliss, that joy.
This work is living, working, being—tapping into the energetic world. The subtle energy that influences the consciousness of this planet. They're simply saying, go to certain spots on the earth to tap into, to open up the space, to allow yourself to be neutral-positive so that we can beam particles into this part of the grid system so that the whole thing, like acupressure points, so that the entire thing can open up.
As a healer, you touch one part of the body that's a node and that impacts the whole system, versus someplace else where you're in a dead zone, if you will. So there are the main arteries or functions of the Earth's ecosystems that have more potency than the rest of the system.
I've been shown the ancient temple system, and that was important for the time when they established those temples to balance and stabilize the earth, in anticipation of what they knew was coming. Then they directed us to activate the new temple system. Some of it has to do with the ancient system, and others are in places where there's no monument; there's no concrete; there's no form. They're in natural areas.
So to say that we're going to follow a person around and see where that person goes and lands, or we're going to go to an address and say it's only that address—that's nonsensical. That's being so rooted in the physical manifestation of this earth that you're not able to see beyond the beyond.
When they say that Earth is a living, breathing entity, they mean it. Just look at all the hurricanes and the volcanoes that are firing off. If that tsunami coming from that 8.8 earthquake that happened in Russia had washed over Hawaii, well, then Hawaii, the people, the land, the places, the houses in Hawaii would probably have disappeared like that. Gone. That's a living, breathing Earth entity that's moving and groaning and shifting. That's more to the tune of the physical earth than having a person with their feet on the ground.
Remember, the guides have said many, many times before: Stop playing small. Know who you are and know why you are here. Your light is being channeled through a vessel. It's your light, not the vessel, the skin and bones that's sitting here.
So it's important for us to maintain or to understand conceptually what we are. And if we do, then we're able to receive our instruction or guidance more succinctly and not get caught up in the details of things. Even as I'm talking about it, they're giving me an image of a bird flying and soaring on the ethers. Birds oftentimes do not fly against the wind. They fly with the wind. Their little bodies don't have the power to go against the wind. That's not what they're designed for. And they're saying we're not designed to go against our true nature. When we try to push against the river that guides us, we get into trouble, we get thwarted, and to the point of just not being able to be in life on this planet.
We see that every day with people who are powering down because they're trying to do something and go against the grain of what they're designed to do. So we continually ask the question of what a Global Center is. Frankly, I don't ask it anymore. I'm understanding the bigger picture, only because they take me up to the bigger picture. They take me there always. I spend my days working with people from higher perspectives. And there are two things that are happening: one is where I'm being taken—into the higher spectrums. Another thing often said is that we are not here to interfere with your individual choice.
Higher perspective energies are guiding you; zero-point frequencies are constantly coming in. If we stay aligned, we stay neutral-positive. We've been shown the sacred geometry of the new Earth, which is the Lotus of Life. Stay at the zero point. It's very clear. They've given us an illustration. And we're receivers of this energy, of this frequency coming into the planetary system through the trees, the consciousness of the water.
A question to keep asking: Are we receiving it? We have a choice. Are we resisting? Or are we opening our hearts and understanding that our subtle body knows what to do? It's like an autonomic nervous system. We know what to do with the energy, but we have a choice. We've been promised choice.
Resist or allow. That's why, if, for instance, we are guided to be someplace else, perhaps we get more excited about being someplace else. Are we going to resist that impulse, or are we going to say, "Yeah, I'm excited. So I'll go where the expansive feeling is."
Do we go there? Do we? Where do we actually make a move to chase the energy? And right now, we're guided to move about from place to place, to be with different groups of people to amplify the Light. So to ask, is it the people, the place, or the energy? They're saying it's the all and everything.
MARK: From the beginning, it's obviously been multi-dimensional. When you think that the Global Light Centers are connected to each one of the star tribes, which is a planetary or cosmic system way out there, which might not even be in this dimension, probably isn't. Then we're dealing with something that's so far beyond our mind's ability to say, "Well, where is that? You know, where are we?"
GUIDES: They're saying, “it is inside because you have your very DNA, your star tribe DNA, and it's up to you to activate it.”
CAROL: So people wake up at different times in their spiritual or their energetic development, and you see people who are activated. Still, they're activated because they're in such resistance mode, it starts to look like mental health crises, anxiety, panic attacks, or depression. Depression occurs because their head are so down and so focused on themselves. Their energy system is so locked down that they're not able to accept what's coming in for them. It's inevitable.
What I'm experiencing now is a sense of homeostasis. Homeostasis is about being open, having one's channel open to receive, and then listening to one's inner guidance, putting one's focus, direction, and contribution out where the light is. You're not yearning. You're stepping into what feels right aligned within you. And it has to do with sleep, food, exercise, relationships, environment, and giving yourself permission to receive higher prospective direction internally.
Guides Speak of Personal Transformation
In the private session work, what's been happening, especially lately, for probably a couple of months at least, and especially the last couple of weeks, the guides have been talking about the concept of duty. Duty versus calling—your duty is to your family, your tribe, your sense of how you fit into the context that everything that you've known from the time you came into this planet, and it's like a baby bird breaking out of a shell. Do you stay inside the shell permanently and only experience that microcosm for whatever reason? Comfort, safety, belonging. Or do you break out of your shell and discover the bigger picture part of who you are? And that's what they're calling to us now.
Break out. Shift your awareness. Hold the cocooning of being inside the shell with deep appreciation, because that's what gave us life here on the planet. But get on out into the world and do what you're designed to do. Don't stay inside the shell and let that define you—that's not your only existence.
So even your question this morning about what is pinpointed—is it this person or that person in this region or that region? That's only part of the process. That's all it is. It's part of the process in terms of how we were guided to trust who we are and what we are and how we're being guided, what we're listening to. And if you think about it, we've all developed an innate trust in our inner guidance.
Our collective really understands. If you pay attention to even the Council calls, people are listening more and accepting that many, many fewer questions are coming up. We're in it [the zero point field] and we're just being. So there's something that's coming. And the human population, as you look around and see that there's a lot of short-circuiting going on. There's a lot of anger, rage, and division. It's unbelievable to see how much hatred is being hurled against other people, and they don't even know why they're doing it. You can tell it's like a frenzy that you see where mayhem is suddenly taking place, but it's almost like it's unconscious and unconscionable what they're doing to other human beings. It's awful.
MARK: [Speaking about the mass shootings, child abuse, trafficking, etc] Yeah. What you said, I think it was yesterday, was that these people have lost their soul.
CAROL: They've lost their soul; they've lost their humanity.
MARK: Their connection to God and their soul.
CAROL: They've completely lost it. And they're things; they're not humans anymore. And when they say that the soul of humanity is what's at stake, I understand that now we're going through a deep transition, a radical transition of human consciousness. The gray area is no more. There is no longer a gray area between this or that. You're either this or that. And if you shift over and break through the little cocoon of belonging, it's really about oneness. Then you step into the both and the all. You couldn't possibly think of hating someone or hurting another human being, no matter what color or creed they espouse.
I'm remembering years ago, they said that by the year of 2024 that we were to have established five Centers, and by the fifth Center—between the fifth, sixth, and seventh Centers, 2024 to 2027—there would be such a critical mass formed that it would cause a tipping point for the whole Earth.
Even in our earlier thinking to purchase land or recruit people, build a structure, create a marketing strategy, and attract people—in that case, there is no way in our earlier thinking that that ever would have come about. That's not our predilection. You and I are not builders of things so that early concept was bogus. That was the best that we had at the time to understand what we were being given. And then as we stepped into it.
A frustration began to build within our core team. Why are we not building things? Why are we not funding? Why are we not finding that big donor that's going to build, give us, and let us do our thing? And then there was a shedding of skin then we began to do our energetic work. I felt like from there forward, we were actually starting to do the work.
MARK: Well, when I look at [person, person, person]. they are so all in. They just get it, you know, there's no question whatsoever in their focus of what they're doing.
CAROL: But we're still talking about individuals, right? We still keep coming back to personality matrices.
MARK: What? They are holding the space.
CAROL: I'm just saying that the grid system is so much bigger. When you say person, person, person, person, you're pinning our entire higher work on individuals, which it's not about the individual; it's about the energy signature. That's what gets very confusing. And that's been a dilemma, I'm going to say from the get-go, because people want to say that it's a thing that we're doing and it's not a thing. It's an energetic stream and flow, and it comes back to the example of the bird that's flashing in front of me. Now, how can you say that a bird is in the right place if they're soaring and circling, as opposed to being uplifted in an updraft?
MARK: What I'm hearing you say is it's the right energy signature. In other words, if someone left the area or decided they didn't want to have anything to do with what we were doing, somebody else would show up with the energy signature. That's what I'm hearing. I think I hear.
CAROL: I've said that from the very beginning. That's the purpose of the Council: People step in; they step out. If you're there, you feel called to uphold the frequency field. If you feel that it's not yours to do and you step back, then you go do something else.
The guides assure me, or at least keep saying, that the future of humanity is to be very heart-centered. The activation of the higher frequency fields are upon us now, which is why our physical bodies feel so tired—because we're chunking a lot of energy. Our physical bodies need to be strong and vibrant.
More guidancwe in the context of the private session work:
Here’s the last thing I want to share. I am learning, in the private session work. that we're in a five-year span of energy, and you are to know how you innately want to feel when you're in your life experience, no matter whether it be challenges or joy.
What is it that you're wanting to experience in your internal reality? Apparently, that’s an important thing to question and to answer. Because if we answer that question, then we know, as life comes toward us, we know the answers to the questions because we're comparing that to how we want to feel. For one of my clients, it was about inner peace, and for another, it was about expansion and growth, always wanting to expand, at least in this phase of her life. I think that's an important question for both of us to answer, also.
MARK: Well, I actually know the answer to that. I've been doing it. I've been getting into that zero point. But that's only one half of the equation—to be totally in that zero point that happens when we sit in that chair.
CAROL: We'll have to thank M. for that chair again and again. [My sister gave us a chair for Christmas that Mark has claimed as his place to meditate.]
MARK: We have to sit in it. It's not going to do it by itself. We make that intention. But the other part is just like I was doing two days ago, to be in the creative space. To me, that's expansive, but in this reality we contract, so to speak, get into the zero point, and then we expand out. Contract—expand out. It's not one or the other. It's actually both.
However, I've been reflecting on what has driven my desire over the last ten years or so, and part of it has been a desire to establish a healing center where I can teach and practice sound healing, among other things. I'm thinking that that's kind of fading. It's like a distant dream or something. It's not as important. It's not that that won't happen, but it's like I want to spend a lot of energy making that happen. In other words, the Center that we've created here in this domicile, and the land, it's really the land and our awareness, that's become very central in my focus. And it doesn't feel localized. It feels totally connected with everything else. But it's like I don't have to go anywhere to be happy.
CAROL: Do you recognize that you just answered your own question about what is a Global Light Center?
MARK: Great.
CAROL: Do you recognize that that is a definition? So, where you normally get hung up on things is that it has to be a specific person, and you go and match the person to the place, and that's it. That's the Light Center. But that's not it at all. It's the energy. It's the amplitude of the feeling nature. When your heart is open and you feel joyful and expansive, you're in that zero point field, as you say, you're in the sacred geometry of the Lotus.
In fact, the way the Guides always explain it or show it to me—I say this many times to people—you're in the center of the core of the apple. Zero point frequencies coming down through your upper chakras, and it's channeling through your human energy system. Find out where you are blocked by asking the question, Where am I getting blocked? Ask the question, too, Why is what I want to happen not happening?
Well, the energy is coming down and getting blocked in one part of the system. You know, the person is resisting on some level and for many different reasons. There are core themes that occur. But the quest is to find the internal blocks and soften and yield so the energy can come through.
It has a different feeling about it than our human eggshell self. And as it comes through and grounds into the earth, just like if you look at the Earth's rotational spin, it's channeling energy. We're doing the same thing. And then what we do with it, our hands, our focus, our—it's like here comes the outer circular motion of the Lotus. We're the core. What we do with it goes out and about, and it's just not to our feet. We are multi-dimensional beings of light.
I see that all day, every day. Some people are standing outside their bodies, some above it, some are in, and the ones that are really in it, and they're doing their work, they're fully embodied. I'll feel like what I call true north energy. It's what goes straight through my body like a race car driver going from 0 to 1000 in a nanosecond. And that's the source being able to fully access and turn on all these different high-frequency light codes that we call DNA. And they're amplitudes of this zero point frequency enlivening the subtle body all over the Earth.
That's non-localized: It may be happening in Virginia or Colorado or we're up in Alaska, for instance. There's no separating the individual from the collective because we're all one.
All those people who have lost their souls—maybe there's still something inside of them that stops, takes a pause in between their kicking and hitting, and says, "Wait a second, there's something more here for me." But it could simply be that's just not going to happen on Earth because the Light is getting so much stronger.
From my standpoint, we've already reached critical mass. We're just seeing the chips fall where they may. The old chaotic nodes are firing off and dissolving into the ethers, while the higher frequencies are causing such an amplitude that those softer, kinder waveforms can exist.
Carol serves as a seer. empathic intuitive, and guide. She shares God’s love and grace to help others transform. www.carolfitzpatrick.com Global mission: Sustainable Oneness Spiritual Alliance and the Centers for Planetary Awakening: www.sustainableoneness.org/
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