MS #95: Transcript of Audio / Carol explaining to someone how she sees
Because I am a channel, I’m empathic in my intuition, so I have a tendency to feel the signals, the communications, and the energies that come in. I end up feeling them in my body. It’s not mine — it’s what’s coming into your system to give me an indication about what’s really happening.
What I do is this: if you imagine the human energy system like the core of an apple, your light — the shaft of light that goes from Source to ground — travels down your spine, down the core of you. Those thousands of nodes that Eastern medicine has mapped through ancient Chinese practices are literally what lights you up. You have Source energy moving through you every nanosecond of every day. In fact, that’s the timeless part of yourself.
So obviously, part of your humanness — your human nature, what I call the body-mind matrix — is very much native to this Earth. You’ve incarnated from this Earth; that part of your consciousness is here. Some of us are native only in our human nature. But most people, when they awaken to their higher nature, are really awakening to their star nature — their interdimensional nature. They’re starting to say, “Oh my gosh, there’s something more to me than just being here in a body on a planet.”
And that’s because those higher frequencies, those waveforms, are ones you’re starting to interact with. You’re starting to say, “Okay, there’s really something more to this than just me.” So the core of you starts to open and receive. That’s why we begin to say, “I have an inner child. I’ve experienced this. I need to let go of this. I need to practice acceptance, forgiveness, allowance.” And as you’re actually doing that, the core of you is still running Source light through you. You’re at the center of a toroidal field, so everything you think, feel, and discern, you’re circulating out into this world.
The being part of yourself comes in and informs the doing part of yourself. You ask, “What am I going to do with this energy, this frequency that I feel?” That’s when you start to create — you feel inspired, you start to self-actualize in different ways. And from a higher guidance perspective, the doing part actually doesn’t mean very much; it’s more the being state. Because in this world, we’ve been given free choice — whatever you can dream into creation, you absolutely can create. When you feel the alignment of that creation and you begin the doing part, Source light is still moving through your system.
And so you start to ask yourself: Do I feel happy when I’m doing this thing? Do I feel accomplished? Does it challenge me? Do I feel passionate about it? Am I happy when I’m doing these things? That’s the discernment part of your life. And if you’re not happy, but you keep doing it and push against it — well, before you know it, you end up in life-crisis mode, or thwarted, or crashing and burning, so to speak. Then you dust yourself off and start all over again. You realign yourself and find out: What was that? How did that happen?
So what this work is doing for you, primarily, is giving you an imprinting of your soul — embodied. So you know how you feel in your body. You know when you feel heavy, lethargic, energetic, optimistic. That’s all part of the emotional code work: discerning depression, happiness, passion. That’s what the guides call the body-mind matrix.
And then there’s this other part that starts to activate — some people call it God Consciousness intelligence, some feel it as an amplitude of grace, of Source light. It’s this overwhelming sense of love infused within one’s consciousness.
Some people have Kundalini awakenings where the energy coiled in the spine starts to activate, causing all kinds of shifts to happen in your life. Energetically, you start recognizing that your energy system is completely over-amped, and you can’t be in your mind anymore. You have to shift over to what many people call the no-mind state. You have the living-from-the-heart human aspect of your equation, and then you have the living-from-the-heart-to-soul-connection aspect of your time here on Earth — that’s you being connected to what is actually guiding you through all these activation sequences.
In other words, when that happens, you start to receive higher frequency. In some traditions, people call those downloads — downloads of light, downloads of intelligence. When I see these things, I often see different kinds of interstellar beings, guides, or angelic beings leaning into that energy stream, that soul stream of consciousness. They’re influencing the person — not to cause suffering, but to cause awakening, to become more sensitive. That’s where you start to experience that higher spectrum of light.
And so when the inner sight and inner knowing start to activate — which we all have — it’s simply a matter of whether we choose to discount it or allow that inner knowing to guide us through life. That is, in my view, the ultimate way of being. Why ignore something so natural and God-given? Develop it. Own it. Embody it. Live by the knowing. The animal kingdom does that without anyone telling them they should or shouldn’t — they just know what to do.
So this is the layout of the process. We’re going to find out where your guidance comes from, who you actually are, why you came to this Earth, what your purpose is in being here, and what your choice points are. I do find that when the guides bring choice points into the mix, we can almost certainly say that a choice point exists — because you take note that things happened, and then something else happened, and then, boom — five years ago, you can trace back a shift in consciousness that called you to take a different route in your life. That’s a clear example of a choice point.
GUEST: Yes, I would agree with that 100%. Very early on — after I went through that — I reconciled that I was actually grateful for what happened. It started me on this path, which makes me so much happier. I look at that experience with love and gratitude. Without it, I don’t know if I would have gone down this path.
And it’s funny you mentioned the word “awakened” a couple of times. After the first year or so — which was mostly therapy — in the second year I started describing to my wife and others: “I feel like I’m awakening.” That was the best way I could describe it. I was waking up, and I couldn’t describe it any other way. I couldn’t explain to people what that actually meant at the time. I think I understand it a little better now, but then I just said, “I feel like I’m waking up.” That was the best way to describe it.
CAROL: Yes. It is like waking up from a malaise, from a state of unknowing. Suddenly your bandwidth is bigger, wider, higher, and you feel like you have blue sky above you instead of a ceiling. Instead of just living out your life in a mundane way, people describe it as: “I’m fighting myself. I’m trying to get through the darkness without enough tools. I know more of me is here, but I don’t know how to get there.”
And so you’ve described exactly what it means to move through a choice point. Even though the incremental steps might have been hard, painful, or frustrating — on the other side, you feel gratitude, because you recognize you’re in a completely different place. It was conspiring for your happiness — a different kind of happiness, a more internal sense of well-being and optimism.
So when I describe choice points to people, the Guides will always tell you what it’s going to look like and feel like, but they’ll never tell you what to do. That’s the one sacred thing about having an incarnational experience: you are the one who gets to choose. You’ve set it up for yourself. You have all your helpers and guides around you, but you are still the one making choice. You have a navigational skill set you’re honing.
So when you get to these different choice points, the guides will describe: “It’ll look or feel like this. It may be counterintuitive. You may have to go in a different direction — a more heart-centered direction.” And you get to decide. I have people call me back year after year saying, “Oh my gosh, I had no idea what you were even talking about. But when I got there, I knew it. I just knew that was the choice point. And sure enough, my human nature wanted to slide in and keep going in a certain direction — but I knew I needed to go the other way, and I did, and I’m so happy I did.”
So these choice points are really designed to give you the superhighway of experience, rather than the long way around the mountain — so that you don’t get befuddled by life.
GUEST: So you can go the hard way if you like, but there are options to go an easier way. Got it.
CAROL: Yes. Most of us — and I certainly count myself among them — have gone the hard way enough times to know that listening to your intuitive knowing is the easier way. It’s designed to avert you from disaster.
GUEST: Right. And that’s actually interesting. I can’t think of a specific example off the top of my head, but I know I’ve said this in the past year or two: “My gut, my intuition, is telling me to do this” — so I do it, instead of overthinking. I just say, “My gut is telling me to do this,” and I go do that.
CAROL: Oh, that’s fantastic. I’m so happy to hear that.
Well, let’s go ahead and drop into the field together. We’re going to set everything aside and run a different kind of energy — a lighter, softer frequency that you’re running all the time anyway. We’re just going to tune into that.
With that, focus on your third eye, your heart, and the palms of your hands, and just neutralize your mind. We do that every night before sleep, or when we meditate — you soften your mind. It literally is the myofascial tissue that you’re softening. Everything has a physical counterpart to allowing a gateway of energy to enter your system.
So focus on your third eye, your heart, the palms of your hands. As you’re doing that, I’m doing that with you. When you feel the energy — or sense an energetic shift — it might rock your body side to side. It may be a tingling, a flood of energy, or simply a stillness. Once you feel that in your body, gently command it down through the soles of your feet.
What we’re doing is consciously activating the core of the toroidal field that you represent as a multidimensional being of light. We’re not only activating the physical, causal, and karmic body — we’re also setting intention to activate the planetary and intergalactic fields around you, so that we create a blue-sky, neutral space for Source light and information to come in. And we say: thank you, thank you, thank you.
With this, I’m going to go ahead and travel from your heart space up through your third eye, above your crown chakra, through those seventeen layers, and as far as I can go — setting intention that I serve as a clear channel for God’s love and grace. We also set the field that only that which represents your soul’s highest expression is allowed to come in, with frequencies that support you. I’m also asking for a specific angelic being, master teacher, or guide to show up on your behalf.
Archangel Michael came in quickly — even as we began. You are governed by Archangel Michael. You are a warrior of light. You do not come from the angelic realms, but you are very familiar with them. I’m also feeling Gabriel. You are truly surrounded by the collective here — you have full access to the entire Archangel realm.
And the session continued.Carol serves as a seer. empathic intuitive, and guide. She shares God’s love and grace to help others transform. www.carolfitzpatrick.com