Welcome to my personal space for sharing what I am learning from my energetic teachers that I have come to simply call the Guides. Audio in this transmission is excluded since we spoke of others’ names. The written transcript of the audio recording has been lightly edited for greater readability.
NOTE: On this day, the energy waves were intense. I was feeling really big waveforms crashing into the top of my head, and. moving through my body. I queried the Guides on what I was experiencing and how to integrate the frequencies.
On another note, the Guides addressed the many crystals in our home. As you will read, to our surprise, aspects of our consciousness were stuck in myriad timelines due to the frequencies crystals were still programmed to hold. Who knew! Needless to say, immediately following this guidance, Mark and I moved all the crystals outside to clear them. Our house now feels much lighter.
CAROL [Speaking with Mark}: This morning as I was just relaxing, I felt this big wave of energy come in, and it felt like it was taking me down, down, down—the feeling of being magnetized down in an elevator, to power down. I'm internally discerning, "This is not sleepiness. This is just the body reacting to this incoming energy." I relaxed my mind as I was discerning it, and inwardly queried, "Should I just curl up and go back to bed and let the energy do what it's going to do? Or power through it to get my mind active today?” That's about the time that I woke up.
MARK [speaking to how he has been feeling—tired, the need to meditate, rest, nap]: My question would be: is that part of our highest interest to actually just go into that zero space as that energy comes in? Is that what is that in our highest and best to do that, to help integrate this energy onto this planet?
CAROL: Just as you said that, that same energy came in and—you saw it—just shook my body. As it's adjusting, these are—I don't know how to even put a label to it—energies that feel, not just cosmic, but big. In a way, a bit, how do you say... thicker, like the consistency of maple syrup as opposed to liquid honey that's been sitting in a cool environment. You go to pour the honey— it's much thicker than warm maple syrup—energetically, that's how it feels, like thick honey moving through my system.
As it moves through my system, I feel like the left side of my body is more accepting, seemingly, of the energy. It's the right side, as it's coming through, feels different, fuller, heavier, more calm than the left side of my body. The left side feels lighter but more kinetically trying to intermix with the energy of the body. I remembered the time frame when I was totally feeling normal on my left and on fire on my right. This feels similar yet less dramatic.
My left and right apparently still seem to feel different. I would have to look at what the right side is about. When I do sessions for people, when I have energy come in on my left, the incoming energy is the higher soul light. And the right is how you're integrating the energy, how you've already brought it in and how you're acting on the energetic imprinting of it.
The incoming on the left is the future, informing the body's consciousness, and the right is the actionable steps, how you're to integrate your wisdom, your knowledge into actionable steps. The energy flows and levels out when you are discerning the new frequencies, higher path creation, and acting it out.
So this right side, even as I'm talking this through, feels lighter. I feel different on the right side than I feel on the left. The left side feels more like the liquid honey. And this right side feels more like a warm maple syrup liquid flow in my body. It's the same with the left hemisphere of my brain and the sinuses. This left side—I can feel sinus activity and inner ear stuff— feels perfectly normal. It's very strange, which probably tells me I need to do more calisthenics to exercise both sides of the body equally.
The audio begins here with the intention:
The intention I'd like to set this morning is to understand what I’m experiencing, exactly. Have I interpreted the energy correctly? And what does it mean to me personally to have that kind of energy come in this way?
There—whoa!! A big spike of energy shot right down my spine. As soon as I tuned in and closed my eyes, this very strong ray of light moved down my spine. This is my Oversoul committee, higher guidance—the light shaft that I'm able to travel to come and go from this world with ease and grace. And my light body is connected to that aspect of Self, they're saying. And I'm feeling the bottom of my feet glowing too.
They're saying, "It's time for you to fully embody, to get in your body, to bring more of who you are and what you are into form, that I'm very comfortable staying up in the higher realms and going to the higher realms as I do my work to receive information and to be in that infusion of light." They're saying, "Are you noticing that it's getting harder for you to do that?" And I'm saying to myself, "Yes, it happened yesterday in session. I'm reaching for information and it's not there."
They're saying, "Bring the information into the body; speak more from the body's vantage point." There's purpose in this because the frequencies of this planet are radically upshifting. There's an infusion of light, high frequency, coming into the planet that needs to be held in form. And it's the aspect of building a higher frequency consciousness grid closer into form and harmonizing with nature, with the natural world, nature grids, the Elohim, the nature spirits, the beings. That is the way to integrate the light as an embodied one now.
Now they are showing me the ancestral energy. There's been enough soul level clearing of denser souls that are disincarnate, that have been cleared in this area to drop further into form now. A lot of the work that we did on the battlefields with the group that had been here for training was a huge upliftment of this entire region.
NOTE: We live in the midst of Civil War battlefields. In 2023, during a Lotus of Life sacred geometry training session, we spit up into three groups and conducted an activation to clear trapped souls from this area. It was very powerful, and ever since, this region feels much lighter.
They're saying that the light body, the 17 layers of consciousness emanating from my core, that the internal technology, is clear so I can come and go and, will. They are addressing my original concern that if I came more into the body that I would get trapped here when the time came for me to be on my way. They're saying they have reassured me time and time again that that's not even possible.
As long as I stay aligned and stay true to Self, there's no confusion about that. And they're saying, “but that doesn't include your body's consciousness. Your body's consciousness has its own ascension path or incarnational learning.”
They're saying this is why I sometimes get enmeshed in the emotional churning that happens when I feel like my feelings get hurt by somebody coming at me from this more horizontal position, like my emotional body is undefended because I'm focusing on and live in the vertical orientation to life in my service, and how I live my life. It's natural for me to have this "go there, bring it here" routine that it's sort of like nobody's at home or paying attention to the horizontal grid lines. Not that I am to be defensive, but I'm to be aware and to make choice from that awareness.
They're saying that's why you don't have those kinds of dynamics [speaking to Mark], because you're already in a horizontal orientation to this world. And I am not to rely upon the people around me that have that horizontal orientation to keep me safe. I need to do that for myself.
MARK: So I'm not to be your protector?
CAROL: Exactly. Yes. As I've been awakening, you, and other people have shown up and served that role for me to kind of put guardrails around my energy until I could get my sealegs. So it's integration time. So it's about where I draw my energy from. The source is here in the central intelligence of my heart space.
They're saying that there's a vast inner chamber, interstellar chamber, embedded in my heart space. It's clicking into place with the physical body. The internal mechanisms are opening to calibrate to my star nature—that the central intelligence, as the mechanisms align, I will have greater capacity to travel. But instead of traveling by going up above my head and reaching into the ethers, I go into my heart space. From the heart space I'm connecting out everywhere. I can connect up. I can connect into various realms, and most importantly, I can connect also into inner earth more seamlessly.
Instead of having to travel there and go through all those layers of density, they're saying, "Pay attention to—" Whew. Wow. I just saw a soul walk—wow, it startled me—walk up from the stairs of the deck. I literally thought somebody was coming. I knew it, right.
MARK: What kind of energy was it?
CAROL: It was a male energy. It wasn't a ghost. It's a higher realm being. So when they, the guides, talk about light beings walking among us, that's what it is. It was very startling.
MARK [speaking to the being]: What are you doing here?
CAROL: It was coming right here up the stairs. As soon as I noticed and stopped like I just did—he went out of here.
MARK: Out of here.
CAROL: So this is a bit of an intergalactic center—a portal that we've opened since we've been living here. Remember when we were at the Monroe Institute. There were the five of us. Wwe were having that meeting, and I saw the beings, these intergalactic beings up above on the banister and their legs were kicking back and forth? They were looking down at us, and they were so curious. Then they showed me, and I queried, "What on earth is this?" They showed me that just outside, off to the side of the house, they said, "Oh, yes, this is the portal that we come and go from. This is our vacation spot." They were really funny and they looked like every kind of cast of character you could think of.
MARK: Oh, we don't have to go to the cabin. We're already on vacation in our own vacation place that we've created.
CAROL: Yes. Seriously, why buy a plane ticket anywhere? So with that being said, I'm just going to drop into my heart space, if that's what they're saying I'm to do from here on out. I'm getting there.
GUIDES: "Stop reaching up. Go inside. See what happens here."
CAROL: Okay. So they're saying the reason why I don't want to be in the body is because that's where the probabilities, the events unfolding in the world are that I'm connecting to because we're each in this Earth grid system. So when I access inner technology, inner pathways from inside the central intelligence of my heart and able to go and start tracing steps out, there are many, many probabilities still in play, and there is a part of me that doesn't want to interfere with any of that.
GUIDES: They're saying, "But that's the whole point of you being here is the more light that you bring into your body, your body's consciousness, the more transformative and transcendent those Earth probabilities will become. Because that's the whole point of it, is to become pillars of light, to align with zero point frequencies to the best of our ability, so that we can and will impact the higher path. So instead of being divided or projecting ancestral garbage, we are infusing our ancestral memory with oneness, with zero point frequency."
CAROL: Let's see. I got a big "true, true north" spike about that. So they're saying to honor that, to be in it, to know that that is our path and to get our noses out of the worldly stuff because the worldly stuff is passing us by. It’s dissipating at the present moment.
We need not put our focus there. We put our focus on what we know and the codes of light, the soul memories that we've brought with us from an earlier time on earth and also intermixed with what other planets we've already seeded with life that are much far beyond the turmoil, the chaotic nodes that are flying off on the planet now as this planet is clearing those nodes
GUIDES: They're saying, "Pay attention to the Crystal Kingdom as in water.”
CAROL: Water can be used for nourishing the body. It can also be used as a weapon, as what we've just seen in Texas, where they're using those energy technologies, laser technology to create those flash floods to harm people."
They're saying that, as we recognize in our now moment, that we're not to push the river, we're to receive the impulses of light and to revel in the infusions. It's like getting bursts of sunlight sent into form to implode the grid system. Our tribe and many other star groups around the world, where this is occurring, they're guiding us to the balancing and stabilizing aspect of our global mission. The Star Elders can see what needs to be balanced. So that's how they send—it's not this unified field where everybody gets the same dose of frequency. They're fine-tuning, depending upon what needs to happen, what measure of density needs to be cleared and for what purpose to impact the whole in a positive way.
So they're saying to answer your question, that's true. As soon as you receive a pulsing of light and your body wants to power down, allow for that. Because sometimes these pulses of light are so strong—they're subtle, but they're very, very strong. If your body's not acclimated to these frequencies, taking your mind offline is the easiest way for them to integrate.
They're saying physical exercise and drinking purified water is really helpful. And it helps the energy integrate into form. They're saying the methylene blue that we've started to take is a positive aspect combined with the infrared [light]. They're saying that the social scientists, those that are called social scientists—the chiropractors, the naturopaths—are one step away from medicine because there's a divide. They are the new scientists of this world. They're bringing in technologies for the star being aspect of our DNA to help us acclimate.
And they're saying, “the Crystal Kingdom is very important to program on a regular basis, not to just rely upon.. They're saying 1987 is sitting in our living room right now, and that we need to regularly shift these frequencies out of our house and put them out in the sunlight and infuse them with pure intention.
MARK: The large crystal on the platform?
CAROL: Yes. Yes.
MARK: Interesting.
CAROL: Yes. It's been sitting there.
MARK: And how about the one that's up above?
CAROL: That's the one that I was talking about. The big crystal that's up on the platform, up on the catwalk.
MARK: The one that's on the roller on the first floor. Big one on the roller wheels. And then the other one is because I made the...
CAROL: Little—the one that's on the rollers. The big one. That's 1992.
MARK: Oh, so they're both like older.
CAROL: Yes. And also they're showing me the jasper—the ball that's around 2005.
MARK: Wow.
CAROL: So we have varying versions of the probabilities sitting in our house, which is—they're saying—one of the reasons why you and I can never make a conclusive plan in terms of forward movement with our projects, our together projects, because we're both attuned and get pulled back into these earlier frequencies. And it gets confusing. We get foggy-brained about that.
MARK: How long should we put them out in the yard?
CAROL: They're saying, over a fortnight. Two weeks, isn't it?
MARK: I'm not sure. A fortnight and they're... I'm getting "for a fortnight," like for four days, and especially when the moon is out. The new moon and the full moon are the two times that they should especially be taken out.
CAROL: And we should be setting our intention. I'm using the word "should," but it's—they’re showing us in action. It's part of what we need to do for good housekeeping, to keep our intentions clear because we're changing so rapidly. But they're saying one of the reasons why we feel slowed down or bogged down is because the crystals are weighing us down.
MARK: Yeah. Wow. That's pretty big.
CAROL: Well, it is, because we have a lot of them.
MARK: Well, those three...[speaking of the large Light Center crystals]
CAROL: Those are grids.
MARK: Are holding us back.
CAROL: Yes. And that's the same thing with our global project. To receive the zero point frequencies that show us and tell us. That's why they were recommending that when that large crystal, the cluster is in a kiva and the other one’s overhead, it's bringing in those frequencies and we're aligning with them. But they're saying we're not using them, and they're not in the proper positioning the way that they had originally given us the instructions on how to use them and how to setup the intentional field. So they're saying, especially when Miss L. is around us next Saturday, we should make sure the crystals are all cleared and programmed because she's going to give the big download.
MARK: Thank you L. We originally had those close to the post and the other one directly above it. Is that the correct positioning?
CAROL: Yes, but we moved that crystal out of the way, so that's going to be challenging because we're going to have a lot of people in our house. And we don't want people putting their hands on it either. I don't know what to do. Maybe put them outside. Maybe that's a thing that we do. But we are going to have a variety of people around. I'll just say that they're saying that the crystal aspect of our house—our environment here—we need to be better keepers of that.
To be continued to Part 2 / to be posted August 10.