Pushing on the Gate

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Morning Session #102: March 13, 2026 / Posted March 16

CAROL: My whole body is buzzing, and inside of me I feel like there’s this crossover kind of energy of consciousness—energy I’m used to creating in a certain way. I was explaining that to the gals in our meeting yesterday: how to change course, a rhythm, and how you live, how you create, how you run your energy in terms of your schedule and your service. Speaking of myself, it becomes comfortable—even in the repetitive nature of it and the way that I use my brain. And so now I feel like this big steel ship, slowly but surely changing course, where the other part of me just wants to keep going because it’s easy, it’s simple. And yet the benefits—I’m saying to myself—are going to require me to be willing to step out of my comfort zone, to accept this new way, and to embrace it and to learn it. And as I’m finding out, even this morning, hearing from Suzette, there are bells and whistles and details that are not working. And others gave me that kind of feedback too.

So the questions I have, for myself, this morning are always about the greater cosmic energies—and at the same time, our family system is a microcosm of what’s happening in the world and the transformations that are occurring.

We’ve talked about this before—we’re very comfortable here. But at the same time, I feel like the house is kind of crowding in on our consciousness. It’s so comfortable. We’re sitting in a room of many, many things that we’ve collected over the years, and these things, on one hand, bring us comfort. Whenever we look at something, we remember who gave it to us or where we were.

And then, of course, [this morning] we get our video imaging from Eugenio, showing us where we were this past November in that incredible church—in the crypt in Madrid. And that, to me, when I looked at that, I could feel the energy of that all over again on the subtle level, because I have a physical imprinting of where that was and what I experienced in that moment. And yet he’s giving us an image of his moment.

And so I suppose that is probably one of the biggest questions I have right now, because of the seventeen light centers—the regions of the world—that inner guidance said we were to activate, or that would come online. I suppose this morning, I’d like to better understand that, because we are going to do a visioning session at some point soon. I noticed I usually do those sessions in April of the year. As ___ suggested yesterday, could we do it energetically? Could we activate those places energetically? And of course, we received an imprinting just this morning—because we were there, sitting in that cathedral, in the space that Eugenio revisited and showed us in the video.

We had a much more visceral reaction and experience of the image because we were physically there. We had sat in those very pews. So that’s my question—especially because somewhere like Kazakhstan is on the table, the Azores are on the table. So…

Oh my goodness. Big, big, big spike of energy there—saying, you know the answer to this already. Why are you asking?

Oh my goodness.


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GUIDES: The experiences that you had when you were anchoring the ancient temple system into place—your energy systems were doing that work. We were working through you to anchor that light.

There is a requirement, if you will. We cannot interfere with the human condition. We cannot change your will. We cannot strike a chord to change the will of humanity. Humanity is required to pay attention—to do your best as an embodied one, to pay attention. But if you choose to be a stick in the mud—to use your phraseology—then that is of your choosing.

As you do indeed dig your heels in,

CAROL: They’re showing me a very vivid picture of a hog. A pig in the mud, in a pen in the mud. Growing up in a pen, in the mud. When it rains, the pig feels good to have the rain fall upon his back. But when it’s dry, and the mud is caked on its back, and its skin has a harder time breathing, the hog grows very uncomfortable and says, “Why, oh why am I here? I’m feeling uncomfortable, sweaty.” And yet when the farmer comes and continues to feed the hog, and it gets bigger and bigger, fatter and fatter, it recognizes that its reality is what it is.

And yet it could look out beyond the fence line and see that there are other animals beyond where its existence is, and recognize that there is a different way of being. And there’s something inside of it that stirs and says, “I must be able to remember how to do that also. I must use this big snout of mine—not just to smell and root through the trash they’re feeding me, but to find the roots among the trees in the forest, to hunt my own food, find my own food—and be free.” And yet the hog is just as comfortable where he is, because he has become accustomed to the way that he has been and is being fed. So he has the experience of the elements of nature, but he does not have the experience of freedom.

And so they are saying, this is how humanity is also. Humanity has been a controlled experiment, if you will. There has been a form of containment—putting people together, groups of people, by the irritations, by the feeding of trash into the mix of the pen, and watching to see how the people experience their lives. You must recognize that the outcome of that is a frenetic sense of fear. For the hog, it is slaughter; but for humanity, it is the freneticism of fear that is the goal.

GUIDES: And yet we are not allowed to interfere with this grand experiment, because indeed there are other star tribes here upon the planet that have indeed interfered with this very natural evolution of the human race. And even though you are in a kind of quarantine in the present moment, the interference has been removed. We have told you before that what stays here, in terms of the embodied ones, plays out here without interference.

And so when it is that you extricate yourself and decide that you indeed wish to be free—when you break out of the pen, you’ll leave the muck and the mire behind, and brave it out into the wilderness—there is a part of you that is afraid, and you wish to go back into the comfort of the slop, of the mud and the garbage being fed to you, because you have ancient memories that need to be exorcised.

As you feel your freedom, as you experience your freedom, you are to no longer be an armchair warrior. You are to get out of the slop, out of the pen, and begin to make your way out into the world—if you so choose.

If you so choose.

There are many who shall tell you that it is not okay to get outside of the pen, because you will lose your capacity to fill your stomach. And yet we say to you that as you are recognizing and reclaiming your freedom—your memory, the ancient memories of your instinctual nature, your star nature—they shall re-activate. It is merely that you have been asleep and in a lethargic state for quite a long time.

We are speaking to you metaphorically. This is quite true. And yet it is the same: as you do indeed activate your higher consciousness—that of the cosmos—and begin to recognize that it is quite a human desire to be fed, to be complacent, to be a pig in a pen, and happy, to partake only of what is given to you by your controllers—we say that it is nearly impossible for a human to recognize the matrix in which they exist. As you step out and release the illusionary nature of your current-day existence, we are saying to you now that as we are helping you to set intention for your liberation as a sovereign being—and to liberate your human spirit right along with your cosmic nature—all is quite well, you see.

CAROL: So they are saying that you know of many, many places in the world, and you are guided, and these are all places that you have been before. These are the places your brethren have been before. As you are creating and growing and fully accepting that which is and that which is becoming, know that all is truly well. Know that as you are fully orchestrating the changes that shall come your way, to be fearless in your endeavor. Be fearless as you go and as you see.

They are saying:

GUIDES: Because of your awareness of being here upon this land, you are quite comfortable. And yet your desire to create, to manifest, is slowing down. It is softening because you are beginning to relax into the comfort of sameness, into the comfort of familiarity. And they are saying this is a part of human nature—and yet it is unbecoming of a spiritual warrior. You must understand that your nature is that of adventure. Your nature is that of a Skywalker, or that of a Wanderer. You must understand that these two things do not have to be mutually exclusive. They can indeed be one and the same.

GUIDES: As you recognize this manner of being, know that all is quite well, you see.

CAROL: So they are saying that it is easy to be an armchair adventurer, because we have these modern-day devices in front of us—we can see what is happening in other countries and around the world, the conflicts, the beauty, the harmony that exists. We can look at a flat image on a two-dimensional page in a book and understand the world from a certain perspective. But we cannot truly understand the world until we are physically, emotionally, and mentally experiencing the world—including the fear of meeting someone who speaks a different language than you, with whom we may not immediately commune or understand.

They are saying,

GUIDES: It is nonsensical because your heart speaks volumes when you are in the energetic space of wherever you are. We have been taught to be afraid of one another, to be afraid of differences, to stay away from anything we perceive as bringing harm to us. They are saying this is all programming. As you recognize this manner of beingness, know that all is quite well, you see.

CAROL: So they are speaking about the cartels—how those individuals have turned away from the light and have instead embodied the darkness. And yet they are saying: you are light. You are that of light. As you set your intention to continue to amplify light wherever you go, you must understand that you are indeed amplifying light, and the darkness cannot overtake you as you amplify light. They are saying:

GUIDES: We are not asking you to walk into the den of the spiders, of the black widows. Your senses are to pay attention. You would never put your hand in the middle of a black widow’s web knowingly, because you understand the danger of that—and you, frankly, would be interfering with that form of creation. And yet you go where there is light, and you go where you are guided. As you recognize this manner of being, know that all is truly well.

CAROL: It is a very different viewpoint from your star elders, because they see the bigger, bigger picture—they see where upon the planet there is darkness and density. And so it is by an incarnational choosing, before you enter this world, that you choose to be in those places.

So they are saying:

GUIDES: by the rite of passage, you are here in this configuration—halfway between Washington, D.C. and Richmond—bridging the old and the power dynamic of the new, which is the power center of the Western world. You are holding sacred space. You are holding the polarity of both dynamics: that of oppression, centered in what was the Confederate capital of Richmond not that long ago, and the power dynamics of oppression and control of the patriarchy just sixty miles north of you. And then, of course, you have the east-west gateways—going to the west, which you have traveled constantly over the years because that is where you were raised and where family lives; and to the east, you have now bridged the gap, which is Europe.

CAROL: So we have established that, and we are working on balancing and harmonizing the polarities within ourselves—because as a soul we have decided this is our place, right here. And our place, as individuals and as a couple, is about the amplification of that higher waveform of light. So it is fascinating that both of us have been in these little cocoon places, saying, “But who are we and what are we? Let’s just stay in our little cocooning place and do our best and stay right here, right here, right here.”

And they are saying:

GUIDES: You have a perception that if you do that, you will be crushed. But you came here for this. You came for the amplification. So why are you hesitating?

You keep looking to go someplace else, but they are saying: Just amplify. And now they are overlaying the image of the pig in the mud, eating the trash inside the fence—when you are in the middle of a glorious pasture and forest and someone left the side gate unlocked long ago.

CAROL: But because we are so accustomed to your finite environment, we do not even have the curiosity to discover that the side gate is indeed unlocked. We will go up to the gate. We will sniff it. We will go around it. We will put the big snout under the fence to see what might be on the other side—but we never push on the gate to recognize that there is a whole world out there that we can see with our eyes but have yet to experience within us.

And they are telling me:

GUIDES: hat is why I am vibrating with a sense of nervousness. “Am I doing it right? Have I gotten this right?” And I think it is all about the technology. They are saying: it is not about the technology. It is about you pushing, like the pig, on the gate. You have now recognized that the side gate is open.

Whoa. What would that be—if you leave this environment and allow yourself to go and explore what is outside the gate? And they are saying:

Do you not recognize that the gate is always going to be open? You can always come back into the slop and the mud and the trash-eating if you want to—but why would you, when you can let yourself out to explore the world in a bigger way and return to your natural state of living as a liberated spirit, exercising your sovereignty?

CAROL: And so they are saying: my mind has been conditioned to create a certain way.

GUIDES: You have been obedient, and you have trained yourself to be of service to others. They are saying: but you missed the part about being in service to yourself—to liberate your own spirit. You help others to liberate their spirits, but you have forgotten to liberate your own. So you have wishful thinking, and you have watched as others have done this and that, and you are guiding them—but you are not doing it yourself.

CAROL: And it reminds me, I’ll go back to one of my very earliest memories—as a toddler, hearing the visiting going on outside the room where I was held in a crib. And obviously, I was old enough to climb up over the bars of that crib and slide down and crawl. But it was a sneaky crawl. A crawl of: “I don’t know if this is right for me to do, but… why should I stay here when others are out there?” Even to the point of hiding myself behind a chair to see what was going on—and then, bravely, at some point, allowing myself to be seen. Like, “I think it’s actually okay. I might get in trouble, but I want to be a part of this.”

And I feel like, on the adult level, I’m still doing that. I’m at the point of that earliest experience—getting out from behind the chair and allowing myself to be acknowledged by the others in the room. That I actually am here. And I do want to be a part of it. But I’m waiting for someone to acknowledge me and to invite me in. And they are saying:

GUIDES: That is not necessary. That’s not necessary. You do not need to wait.

CAROL: And so the internal nervousness and frustration I am feeling about learning this new technology is the equivalent of exactly that. I am fighting—internally fighting myself. That is literally where I am right now.

Even as I declare I’m changing my way of creating, I’m still tripping myself up. And the learning curve, not getting it quite right technologically, is my version of: Is it okay? Is it okay?


MARK: So what is the great adventure for you?

CAROL: To be brave—to be brave, to exercise courage.


Carol serves as a seer. empathic intuitive, and guide. She shares God’s love and grace to help others transform. www.carolfitzpatrick.com

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